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2008-11-23T14:37:00.002+08:00

I don't bear to close this blog. ):
but i'm actually having another blog right now.
so yeah, won't be posting here anymore.
bye letsplay-pretend. ):
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2008-11-17T23:37:00.003+08:00

What hurts the most, was being so close.

tell me how. my grades sucks. totally.

amanda, we can start emoing now.

and it really makes me start to wonder.

i think i'm thinking alot today. really alot.

emoshit.

on a lighter note,

eunice said that im the one on the left.

i said she's the one on the right, scratching the head.

haha, madagascar on thurs! :)

2008-11-11T09:45:00.002+08:00

So sweet, so beautiful.
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2008-11-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

working at the sabaru car challenge thing is seriously fun.
omg omg omg.
standing under the hot sun and making friends with the people there.
hahaha i love the job but its so damnit tiring to stand for hours.
the djs are all so hot..... omg.
love love my weekends. hehe.
so much to post but lazy. haha.
haji lane aft work....
ohya, The Coffin is seriously a bad show.
they should put it as R21 then small kids like me won't get cheated into watching it.
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2008-11-06T11:59:00.000+08:00

i'm stella's xbl, hahaha.
happy one month!

2008-11-04T12:08:00.004+08:00

one week holiday was great.

late nights, interviews, fun, love.

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Gideon's birthday surprise at stef house.

then church, it was great that day.

love it.

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school started. my grades sucks.

im going to work next week!

i'm a happy person. (:

2008-10-30T15:29:00.003+08:00

went to meet this woman for dinner on tues.
we got lost on the way. :/
and we cab there in the end. lol
i could kill her. hahahaha. but i was too hungry. tsk.

tissue prata, tom yam soup, sweet&sour fish, kangkong, eggy, otah, satay plus our dinosaur drink.
there was so much food and there was only the two of us. -.-
we didn't finish the food in the end.
but i swear, i love the tissue prata! hehehe.

then, again this woman don't know how to go home. LOL.

so we took bus to clementi. which idk why i toook that bus too.

then from clementi, i cabbed home.

you know, i feel like killing you the whole time.

hahahaha. but since im your xbl, i shall not kill you. (:

i feeel so pig cause i just woke up.

im going gym soon. hahaha.

byebye.

2008-10-29T06:04:00.000+08:00

lazy to rearrange the pictures.........

steal the pics from rachel and sam's blog. hahaha.

basically first day was fun.

the night was long and fun (:

we wanted to catch sun rise but we caught a red sky instead.

slept for few hours and the rest started coming.

started playing and then had bbq in the night.

i started the fire... and played with fire... so fun so fun.

hahahaha.

i love night talks. but, that night i died after awhile.

overall, the chalet was fun (:

and before i went to the chalet, i received a damn big box of hello panda from stella.

but sadly, the flavour abit off ah.. lol.

but thanks anyway ah. hahaha.

it was my companion for that 3 days when i'm hungryyyy.

2008-10-24T00:06:00.003+08:00

msn and webcam with stella ytd.

slept for 10mins and i went to school.

& she went to sleeeep -.-

i was so dead in school....

and now i'm having fever, flu, sore throat.

pray that i'll be okay overnight. HAHA.

went to sleep immediately after i reached home.

was feeling so *&^%$#@

i hate to be sick. ):

and now, i can't sleep again.

i still haven't pack for the chalet :o

and i'm eating prawn crackers now, yum yum.

Mc breakfast tmr! :D

2008-10-21T16:24:00.005+08:00

i woke up sneezing away. ytd night was so cold omg.

and omg i felt so stupid, i thought i was dreaming

when i was chatting with panda on the phone.

i seriously didn't know what i was talking also.

school, causeway then starbucks with birdygf and mich (:

i wanted to kill alot of people today.

but i was tired so yeah, no killing. hahaha.

shall go study for test now ):

i seriously can't be bothered if you realised.

nobody's perfect.

2008-10-19T03:07:00.000+08:00

Saturday
couldn't sleep the whole night, wanted to meet stella for breakfast but i died at 6.30am.

went to meet rachel at starbucks to teach her chem.
obviously it was unproductive. hahaha.

studied for awhile and she came to my house, tsk.
and we webcamed with Ju!
then left my house at 10. i'm so nice can.
sent her to the bus stop. hahaha.
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Sunday
did not sleep a wink and went to church. hahaha.

went to bugis and penni after that.
ate chewy juniors (wz! :D)
then, billy bombers!
and we celebrated jocelyn's advanced b'day. (:
oh and i saw gf at bugis street!
i was damn shocked! haha, long time didn't see her lah. tsk.
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die, i'm having panda's syndrome. ):
i want to sleeeeeeep.

2008-10-18T01:12:00.003+08:00

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omg, this boy's so cute.
maybe you wanna marry me when you grow older? :D

2008-10-16T23:34:00.002+08:00

A lot of things are running through my mind right now,
& I can't seem to be able to articulate myself.
I feel happier.
I deleted that whole chunk of words.
For the first time, i wrote so much.
i'll be fine. (:

2008-10-16T03:53:00.000+08:00

just realised my previous's post so hateful. hahaha.
i binged myself on hello panda, prawn cracker and a whole tube of pringles just now.
and it really felt much better. (:
thanks AS and LS btw. haha.
and i had the runs just now ):
like 4 times already.
idk anything bout maths, seriously.
and... i can't sleep yet.
i shall not care so much already and get my ass into my bed.
life still goes on. (:

2008-10-15T20:19:00.002+08:00

i thought today was a happy day.
so long since i felt so happy already.
was so hyper when i met them for Mac in the morning.
but my happiness always seem to be shortlived -.-
i still had to be emo at the end of the day.
as in, not like i want too. but some things really pisses me off.
i seriously don't know why i have to care so much.
it's not even my fucking problem.
and its all that motherfucking bitch fault.
i wished i could text you a "I HATE YOU DAMN FUCKING MUCH" msg.
and i'm not emo just because of that, there's still so many other things.
talked to A for quite awhile.
parted and talked to her on the phone.
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i hate so many things, so many people in this world.
i just wonder, out of so many people why don't this people die?
i hate you, you, you and you.
i think the world's gonna end, there's so much hatred.
why must we worry about stupid redundant stuffs?
sigh, i'm really sad. ):
anyways stella and A, cheer up kay.
i can understand what both of you are going through manxz.
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to add to my emo mood, i have MATHS ut tomorrow.
tell me how am i going to die.
plus, a fucking cockcroach jumped on me just now.
and i hate people who talk cock.

2008-10-14T03:40:00.001+08:00

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I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made
they can take the music that we never played,
all the broken dreams,
take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.
They can take the future that we'll never know
they can take the places that we said we would go,
all the broken dreams take everything,
just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

One more night one more day one more smile on your
face but they can't take yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever,
But it wasn't our destiny, coz in my mind we had so much time,
but I was so wrong,
no I can believe me I can still find the strength in the moments we
Made I'm lookin' back on yesterday

Take everything, just take it away, but they can never have
Yesterday.

2008-10-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

was working at taka during the weekends.
omg and i swear giving out flyers can kill.
walau eh, i still can laugh at rachel.
end up, she and sam got the most easiest job.
sit there shake leg. kns. -.-
stef was nice to visit me with maltease and mentos ;D
and amanda do for me a mini facial after work.
haha, she's really nice. just like a mama to me. HAHA.
read her blog and i love her even more! hahaha.
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and i've been walking home during the weekends.
its like it feels so great to walk alone with yr mp3 blasting.
and the lights from every lamp post accompanying you.
i love being emoshit. (:
sorry PSW, i totally forgot bout you HAHA.
ju have been pampering me with hello panda everyday hehe ;D
shall start reading my 6ps ):
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falling for you, over again.

2008-10-09T23:18:00.000+08:00

late for school again!
was soo sleepy during UT.
i think i stoned for at least 10mins.
played stupid games during break2.
like true&dare. haha.
and sandra was being dared to kiss me.
tell me, who's face won't turn red. tsk tsk.
i bet she's so happy that she won't wash her mouth for the whole month.
hahaha. after that, went back class.
slept till i didn't know my class ended -.-
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waited for RACHEL LEONG AND LORRIAN to finish -.-
and headed great world city with sam and lorr's friend.
we waited for the shuttle bus for quite awhile and apparently it didn't came.
was so.... hungry ):
i'll be working on sat & sun! ;D
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& i think my eyecandy is superrrr cute! hehe.

2008-10-09T04:23:00.003+08:00

Ls, you're the best morning alarm clock i tell you.
i was getting to my best part of the dream and you called!
best thing, i can't rmb at all so i can't dream of it anymore.
hahaha but thanks manxz.
i'm awake now, to study? :/
so cold right now.... tsk.
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2008-10-09T00:17:00.001+08:00

i personally think these pics are cute.
Credits to: Barbara.

2008-10-08T21:57:00.002+08:00

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had Mcbreakfast with ju, stella and sandra today.
i overslept(again) and sandra waited for us for 20mins? :/
so sorrrrry! hahaaha.
had fun at ju's class. haha, i think my soul can fly to her class already.
yay, i had 2 boxes of hello panda today. (:
stella, you still have 6 boxes to go. hehe.
had ljs after school with rachel, lorr and ju. heh. ;D
we talked alot manxz. hahaha.
and i want braces. :(

2008-10-07T21:28:00.002+08:00

was almost late for school again.
lucky Ju kept calling me, hahaha.
and i was damn paiseh this morning!
i actually went into the wrong classroom.
and when i went in, i was "omgshit, sorry sorry"
so went to my class already, i forgot how to open my UT!
not trying to act cute but i seriously forgot!
and when i finished, i even asked eugene how to upload LOL
tsk, i feel so stupid today.
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as usual, ju fetch me from my class. HAHA.
then we talked. and yeah (:
it will be hard but i'll try my best.
haha and stella, you owe me 2 boxes of hello panda kay ;D
pls don't bluff bluff hor.
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& i'm always trying too hard.

2008-10-06T21:01:00.000+08:00

Don't know, don't care.
I can't be bothered anymore.

2008-10-05T17:39:00.002+08:00

this morning, i woke up with a kind of feeling i can't explain.
it made me ponder for awhile on what had happened recently.
but anyways, thank God for juuu!
& i felt much better after church.
and finally, i sold my phone!
gotta go schoool early tomorrow, urgh.
ju! you should be honoured ok! tsk.
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ytd night, was studying halfway and felt hungry.
so ate a bowl of noodles. tsk, so guilty after that cause its like already 2am?
so in my heart, i told myself i NEED to do 100 sit ups.
but apparently, i continued chatting till i felt sleepy.
so irritating.
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shall continue studying tonight!
i'm like still at problem 2? -.- kill me.
photofunia is keeeping me entertained.
was laughing like mad in the wee hours.
hahahaahaha. see!
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busy with my new drama.
please support me!

my director, who is crazily in love with me.
i'm sorry but i had to reject him. ):
he was really a nice guy!

cause i had love at first sight with this person in the newspaper.
but, sadly.........

she ran off with victoria beckham! ):
leaving me alone..

so i hooked up with paris hilton instead! :D
lol.

2008-10-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

walau, my maths and science..... CMI ):

and i have to treat peipei, mich and amanda to starbucks.

cause apparently their gpa are so much higher than mine.

tsk. i want to study harder.... ):

i'm scared scared scared scared scared.

shall start studying with jujujujujujuju!

oh, she's gonna change her braces colour, FOR ME!

yay, i love people with braces :D

shall visit my baby starbucks again on monday!

I'm so into you

And the hardest part is knowing

That I'll never follow through

You're slowly killing me

2008-10-04T00:11:00.000+08:00

If hearts were unbreakable
& I could just tell you where I stand
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went town on thurs to find lorr after her work.
and we had Xin Wang with rachel and amanda.
had a small celebration for lorr! heh.

oh, and before having dinner we had went to take neoprints!
neoprints neoprints neoprints with the ah lians. hahaha.

hahaha i reallly reallly reallly LOVE milo dinosaur!
i wanted to buy another cup but, we had the peanut butter toast for desert.
sooo full. cause only lorr and i was eating. tsk.

then played the arcade hahahaaha.
and went to cam whore everywhere on the streets.

hahaha we took lots of pics still.
omgz and many people say rachel and i look alike.
i'm like soooo much cuter kk. HAHA.
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AND LAST BUT NOT LEAST,

Happy 18th birthday honey!

although you copy my hair....

but still, i love you la kay! (:

2008-10-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday wifey!

you're finally 17. hehehe.

hope you like the cake kay.

love you worhsxz. :)

shall update pics soooon.

i'm feeling so lazy.

tsk, i need motivation to blog.

If I could I’d start all over again.

2008-10-01T01:50:00.001+08:00

hahaha blogged bout already kk. tsk.

thanks hor people. lublub.

2008-09-30T11:19:00.003+08:00

I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you
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thanks juju, lorr, amanda and psw!
and and cotc for cheering me up with choco pokky.
felt like a piece of emoshit ytd for the whole damn day.
and was glad they were there. (:
sorrrry rachel leong, i didn't mean to ignore you!
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and everybody's asking what happen to my blog.
lol, you can still click on the alphabets to read.
its not totally empty. hahaha.
alright, shall go get ready now!
if not they will start quacking.

2008-09-29T08:59:00.004+08:00

I'm drowning in misery.

i suck at this, sorry.

2008-09-25T15:50:00.002+08:00

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Do you ever think
When your all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy
Or falling in love
Is it really
Just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
But I know this crush
Ain't goin' away

Has it ever cross
Your mind
When were hangin'
Spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more
Is there more
See it's a chance
We've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can
Make this into
Something
That will last
Last forever
Forever

Why do I keep running
From the truth
All I ever think
About is you
You got me hypnotized
So mesmerized
And I just got to know
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2008-09-20T01:51:00.006+08:00

hello wz, i know you love bio as much as me! :)
cheer up kk, not the end of the world yet.
hahaha you have 3 more weeks!

was her mama's birthday today!
and i helped her with the prezzie while she studied.
SO NICE OF ME CAN :)
anyway happy birthday auntie! hahaha
then we started playing...... LOL

but apparently she can't be serious....... hahahaha

hahaha so i spent the whole afternoon with her
laughing & talking random shiz bout lesbians and hot andro people!
haha can't wait for your damn Os to be over manxz.
left for church in the night.
& i swear........ stef and pcd was so funny -.-
hate you stef. you and your iphone. tsk.
im hungry. tsk. bye.
(OMG, SHIMIN IS BACK FROM KOREA!)

2008-09-20T01:51:00.003+08:00

hahaha my mama so good, know i like hello panda buy till 3 for me.

haha yay. i want more more more. :D

and her act cute poses, as usual..... tsk. hahahaha

today was fun again.

went to the usual place again.

and i think the 2 girls there are really funny & cute.

i laughed like shizzz.

aft that, took the wrong bus home.

ended up at kallang int?! -.-

parted with the guys.

so birdygf and me walked till some highway.

and we tried to relieve stress by shouting. hahaaha

finally, saw a cab, and i was like thank God.

and my head hurts so so so much. ):

I LOVE MY DESKTOP PLEASE. :D

2008-09-18T20:12:00.002+08:00

Some updates bout my life.
1) school's getting better

2) finding a job at starbucks or cafe cartel

3) learning my organ (again yay) and i'm quite excited bout it. HEHE. AND ORGAN IS A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT K . not some body organ -.-

4) DJ MAX. hehehehe

5) meeting birdygf like 3 times a week (SIAN)

6) pasar malam!!!!

7) new entertainers hahahaha
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in short, my life's good.
yet boring ):
i need to do something bout it....

2008-09-15T21:36:00.002+08:00

hahahaha i love pasar malam seriously.
went to the causeway pasar malam with ju and lorr just now :D
heh. and bought lots of fooood. yay.
i wanna go more pasar malam hahahaaha.
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anyway, i found a new entertainer.
and she claim she's cuter than me?!
haahaha. anyway, she made my monday blues into monday rainbow. :)
and tmr she's not coming to school :( i'm so sadxz.
hahaha but neh mind.
she said.
15/9/2008 4:14:26 PM Lulu says: heheheh. isit distance make the heart grow fonder???
hahaha, she damn funny.
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anywayyyyyy school's getting better :)
i wanna find a job!
starbucks baby, i'm coming tmr hehehehe

2008-09-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

you promised that you will take my hand and cross that lonely path,
i waited, i hoped.
yet again you disappointed.
i took those first steps alone.
but there you were suddenly, promising me once again, i wanna be there.
this time clever took me over.
and i say no...
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damnit, this poem is cleverly written by jurthika.
in like less than 5 mins?! -.-
anyway thanks ju. :)
you bright up my night seriously. heh.
anyways, i'm hopeless in such stuffs.
don't care alr la.
school tmr, boring shit.
KILL ME KILL ME.
thank God for msn.

2008-09-14T03:46:00.002+08:00

tell me why, why are we still friends.
Don't ever wanna have to go & give you up
Stay up till four in the morning & the tears are pouring
& I want to make it worth the fight
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yes, again. i can't sleep.

2008-09-13T01:26:00.002+08:00

HI SHIMIN, THIS POST IS FOR YOU.

hahaha, know why i chose this picture?
cause can't see your face properly. hahahaa so nicely edited!
love this pic hahha.

this is not bad, can at least see half of your whole body.
kk, its supposed to be empty right. and it should be emo right.
hahahahha, kk im feeling empty by seeing your pic now shimin. :(
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STUPID PETTY WOMAN. okay she sucks. post such an ugly photo of me!

damnit, and she's going to korea for 1 week.

who am i going to chat when im bored in school!! :(

damn, you sucks.

rmb to get my stuffs kay...

hot korean guys email & kimchi :D

and lastly, dun miss me although i know you will.

hehehe ;p

2008-09-10T08:59:00.002+08:00

Cause I want it all or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you've reached the bottom
It's now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
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firstly,
Peipei Tan is the most important of the not importance in my life! :)
i'm gonna get B&J from her!
hate school (as usual)
and........ i can't get to sleep till like 4 in the morning. :(
secondly,
i know too much thing. someone just kill me.
this is killing myself slowly.

2008-09-09T11:31:00.001+08:00

And I'd do anything just for you.
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starbucks you look so green and emo, shall we get married? :)

2008-09-08T13:48:00.006+08:00

i hate to think so much.
like esp at night, i hate to emo cause i can't sleep :(
and everything felt like a dream.
omg, why am i such a emoshit.
i cannot fall deeper. no, no.
everything sucks.
i must forget everything. :(
I CANNOT FALL DEEPER AND DEEPER.
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Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonderSo baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

2008-09-04T00:21:00.000+08:00

And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes and hide
I wanna hold you til I die
Til we both break down and cry
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides

2008-09-02T22:08:00.006+08:00

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okay, school officially starts tmr!
i'm missing the holidays already... :(
i hope i can adjust my body clock. i MUST sleep before 1.
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some overdue pictures. ripcurl volleyball and church's dinnner :)

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and lastly, cheer up lim wanzheng!
you know i love you <3

2008-09-01T00:52:00.002+08:00

some things to blog.

my hair is dry :(

i'm burnt.

sunday was totally fun.

i had muthu curry today.

i have the hacked version of guitar hero on my ds, yay!

i'm in love with panda, this post is dedicated to you......

HAHAHA

2008-08-29T23:46:00.002+08:00

SHIT. i feel so stupid + sad.
i actually dropped 5 bucks on the floor.
the worst thing, i told the person beside me "eh you drop yr money"
shittttt, and after walking to the mrt station i realised its ME who dropped it lah.
karma seriously, tmd.
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ergh. anyway went town, far east, lot one and causeway today.
my strawberry cheesecake blizzard taste real good right, stef? heh :)
ahhh. i gotta wake up at 5am tmr and i can't sleep till only like 2 or 3 nowadays. :(
neh mind. im quite tired now actually.
but i can't sleep ergh.
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BAYBEATS ON SUNDAY! :D

2008-08-29T00:56:00.000+08:00

i will destroy, destroy, destroy.
destroy and fuckitup.

2008-08-26T21:24:00.009+08:00

town with stef last wed and today! hahaha.

last wed, went town and i bought a yellow dress and bangles.

i swear i love my bangles to bits. omg love love it. haha.

we walked practically the whole of town, my leg damn aching -.-

and after that we had canale............ omg my current fave.

you guys should try.
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fri was haji lane and bugis with OGF! hahaha.

yay played arcade and i won! hahaha

gy love me alot, keep holding my hands and hug me where ever we go.

LOL. until i almost bang into ppl or trip. -.-

i could almost kill jingting -.- soooo hungryyyyyy and she's soooo late.

haha but anyways, i still enjoyed that day. heh.

we caught the fireworks tgt :)

but the baddest thing was i stood under the tree. -.-

stillllll, i enjoyed their company.. ;)

next year again. lub!

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sat, caught the fireworks with jy!

in short, i enjoyed the day. (:

i beat jy in the shooting game (again) hahaha

chewy junior

walking under rains

sitting the lift in national lib LOL

esplanade libraryyy + an annual live performance. loved it.

eating satay under the rain LOL

the climax of the day, FIREWORKS!

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i shall update on CEFC 30th anniversary dinner soon!

haha priscy dora and i are going to buy headphones!

i had fun! :D

anyways, im posted to W15C.

anyone in block W1? haha, swear im damn happy.

entrance beside, foodcourt opposite. YAY.

i can't wait for saturday's rip curl vb competition! :D

hahaha what a long post.

oh and wz, i hope you're seeing this.

I MISS YOU SICKENING BITCH.

I'll destroy this useless heart

I'll fuck it up so it'll never beat again

Not just for me but for anyone

2008-08-19T21:29:00.004+08:00

can i marry this fella here. so omg cute. hahaha.
this is so not wanzheng hahahaha.
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anyway i found a random song in my lappy
and its so omgxz nice! :D
hahaha on repeat mode now!
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town with stef tmrrrr. ;)

2008-08-18T23:10:00.004+08:00

took neoprints after 5632q4532532 years.

hahaha, rachel's friend on the left.

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town town town. i miss town so much that i've been towning.
fireworks, here i come! :)
shall blog again soon. i'm tired.
i will wake up early tmr and exercise!
I WILL. no, I MUST.
oh and i met wz and phionna just now.. aw missed them.
and that panda! hahaha i know she loves me :)

2008-08-13T23:04:00.010+08:00

heartbreaker - will.i.am
bye bye - mariah carey
fall for you - second harnd seranade
holland v
viwawa
haji lane
editing ugly pic and putting on our slides
break outs/food food food
block catching
hide and seek in the lib
cam whoring
class convos
pastamania
muahaha, diao, rawr, nani, shit, hell,
made of honour
hating people
karmas
pimples
maggi mee
class parties
blasting loud musics
birthdaysssss

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i will miss W35D for sure.

these past 16 weeks was great.

so fast and its the holidays already!

i think this august's damn happening lah.

anyway i miss last yr's august.

2008-08-11T21:55:00.006+08:00

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spent my national day at Clarissa's house.
haha, with lots of the other web people.
was supposed to catch the fireworks with them but we ended up watching it on tv.
can't wait for the 22 & 23 aug!
i love fireworks lah tsk.
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some late pictures. haha, have been class party for these few days.
omg, tmr is the last day of school i can't believe it.
16 weeks just passed like this. :(

2008-08-08T23:39:00.000+08:00

had a great time with rachel leong at amk hub.
my jaws were so tired after that cause i laughed non-stop.
it could get rather embarassing going out with her too.
haha, thanks uh rachel leong for letting me talk to the air so many times.

2008-08-07T22:31:00.004+08:00

aw, today was the last day of SongNing's class.
did a small card for him and had a mini class party.
he was seriously so cute hahaha.
though he always give me lousy grades, never an A.
hahaha pizzzzaaaaass yumyum :)
lazy to update more pics haha.
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went back to ws to play volleyball & to get my testimony and everything.
saw mdm hartati and the moment she saw me was "hey! i owe you earings!"
hahaha aww seriously, those days.. when she keep confiscating my earings.
we played volleyball for awhile cause it started to rain heavily :(
went out of school and went to play at the void deck.
had sooo much fun with them and peipei did a hip hop fall!
hhaha funny shit.
AND I MISS AMANDA ALOT ALOT ALOT.(i knw she miss me too! haha)
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okay so after that i was feeeling so damn hungry but they kept wanting to play the last ball which never ends... :(
finally when it ended, we ate MACS! :)
yay bring back the memories again.
talk talk talk talk talk talk.
hahaha and when i told peipei, mich and amanda that someone bullied me.
they say they will come my school this monday.
hahaha aren't they so ahlian yet sweet!
ah love ya guys <3
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ANTM now! The Contender next!

2008-08-03T12:34:00.002+08:00

i'm truly sorry.
what else can i do?
you can just keep going on ranting even till the next day.
thanks, you've just succeeded in making me feel guilty.
just tell me what the fuck you want from me.
i'm sorry! you keep putting all the blames on me.
don't you think you're at the wrong too?
fuck, you make me sound like the victim
STOP RANTING.

2008-08-01T21:34:00.002+08:00

credits to LORRIAN CHIA JIA YI.
i have lots of pics but so many people have not send me yetttt :(
so yeah have to wait. haha
this week was kinda crap cause we had 3 UTs straight.
tues, weds and thurs. :(
but i'm so glas its all over.
i'm in the holiday moood now! yay
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went to hollland v with amanda, rach, ju, jo, sam, shu, reuter
had ipoh hor fun and cold rock ice cream!
so yummmmy. i wannna go again heh heh
bought yummmy bread for school (im on a diet hahaha)
yay then we went to jo's house haha
her dog's so lazy hahaha so cute.
and i like that dogggy i saw at the pet shop.
so freaking cute. :D :D
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my grandma gonna come home soon yay
i love love plus miss miss her so much!
xoxo
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i like this shot of my cousin.
haha so cute righttt. just like me *shy face*
LOL

2008-07-27T00:50:00.009+08:00

I DECIDED TO BLOG. CAUSE I HAVE LOTS OF PICTURES HAHAHAHAHA
i think this week was great! yay.
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Sunday 20.07.08
okay, so last sunday went to arab st, bugis & little india with rachel.
went to trim my eyebrows and we did henna.
ah i swear i looked like a tourist that's why the indian woman cheated us!
humpf >:(
but it was nice taking photos with her, i took nice pictures of her!
but keep taking unglam pictures of me!!!!
grrr. anyway had jack's place for dinner. & she was damnit funny. hahaha

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Monday 21.07.08
I WATCHED THE DARK KNIGHT WITH JY!!!!!!
it was really nice and i think the joker was a good actor!
heh. thanks uh jy for the treat! :D
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Tuesday 22.07.08
wooooo, i lub my classmates.
we basically camwhored. hahaha
and went for my takewondo after school.
ohhhhh shitttt, i'm afraid of next weeeek.
cause they say i've spar with other people.
damn it, i sure die -.-

okay, this woman here. i love her.
her name is amandaong. she's really pretty and i think she's so old.
but still wanna act cute. my goodness.
anyways, she is a great help to me during science. seriously.
i love you amanda ong. muacks you many many WORSXZ. hahaha

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wednesday 24.07.08
amanda suggested eating maggi mee. so everyone ate maggi mee that day.
lol and we even had a stupid fire drill.
and we pretended we was in the fire. hahaha

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thursday 24.07.08

lub you OGF :) 4 years and counting.
and yes, jack's place again -.-
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friday 25.07.08
after school, did not know where to go..
so went to causeway with lorr and amanda.
at first we wanted to be guai kids for once and go home.
but after walking pass Ichiban, we went in and started eating. hahaha
then lorr have the sudden urge to sing K.
and we went to partyworld! woo! :D
tell you, its damn funnnn. hahahaha
lorr's laughter can totally kill me please. hahahaha
ahh, shall upload the pics some other day! :D
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saturday 26.07.08
starbucks with wanzheng :)
church after that. i felt wow :)
love it. hehehehe.
yay 12am already! :D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY 18TH BIRTHDAY JY!
let me dedicate this long post to you kay? hahaha
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goodnight world and panda. haha

2008-07-18T21:41:00.002+08:00

today's lesson was much easier yay.
qin tong is damnnnnnnnn cute and funny.
i can die from laughing sitting beside him hahahaa.
yay and acc birdygf to plaza. and hello, i'm not lazy HOR.
i just do not want to acc you at times. HAHA joking.
head home after that.
k lah, bye.
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2008-07-17T23:11:00.002+08:00

am in my room, sipping hot milo reading my book.
i love suppose by secondhand serenade. am hearing it now.
pls catch the contender, i love it. thanks to jy. haha.
am watching now too. hahahaa. am smsing too.
YAY I CAN NOW FINALLY MULTI-TASK. lol
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had the job briefing after school today.
overall, the job seems to be a nice job. lol
but i think i won't take the job. yes i know i'm fickle minded.
so after the breifing, went to play volleyball with christine and her gang(?).
hahaha obviously, my skills rusted but it feels so good to be playing
volleyball again! love it manxz :)
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hahaha, alrighttttt shall go watch my contender.
omg, did i just multi-task? LOL

2008-07-16T00:03:00.002+08:00

happy birthday phionna! stay cute WORHXZ. :)
study hard for your olevels and i'll give you the best mugger of the year award kay.
hahaha love youuuu :)
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ahh i'm so sleepy
and my muscles are hurting.
good night!

2008-07-14T23:58:00.003+08:00

had mac breakfast with jy today! :)
after school met up with shimin!
that lulu brought me to borrow nice books.
hahaha and she say i will take 3 years to finish all 3 books.
-.-!! oi you, i will finish in less than 3 days HOR.
lol kk, less than 3 weeks haha.
after that starbucks with wz and phionna.
went home kinda earlierrrr with wz.
oi wz, stop mugging like crazy lah.
and get more rest k! lub ya.
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urgh, hate UTs.
how do i bloody study for ittttttttt.
like how!
on a lighter note, trish is going singefest with me yay!
oh oh and also gonna join the ripcurl vb competition. hehe.
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klabye. hate you bitch _|_

2008-07-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

1) i'm going singfest. period. anyone wanna go? hehe
2) night safari/flyers/putting brochures on cars jobs
3) takewondo black belt
4) starbucks try drinking coffee
5) friends for bullying or the other way round
6) eating all the best food in singapore
7) shopping for more clothes
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not very meaningless actually.
i just need more time cause i'm a bloody cinderella.
hahahahaa. whatever.
i dun really know how to study for UT you know.
and i really hate the fact that i'm getting lousy grades.
ok la, maybe i'm really lazy hahaha.
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met up with peipei,joanne & michelle.
aha as usual we started talking bout our life.
and joanne's still the same, forever so ah lian hahaha.
i miss the old times la! urgh.
and i ate kfc & tako ball for dinner.
so bloody fatxz.
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ahhh must go running sooon.
JY LETS GO RUNNING TOGETHER OK!
why are you always so fast asleep! zz

2008-07-11T00:29:00.003+08:00

seriously, i want to find a purpose in my life.
i lead a meaningless life.
i think i'm moving but i go nowhere.
hate is a strong word but i really really don't like you.
someone, revive me please.

2008-07-07T16:03:00.003+08:00

okay, today im gonna blog about people hahaha :)
lessons are boring and i've got UT tmr ):
today was more of chatting with lulu and neopets. haha
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C: PHIONNA says:
so............ dont be sad k cos i dont know how the hell to go about comforting other people i buy tako balls and passion fuit green tea/iced choc for you th next time kay cheerupppppppppp ;D

Wasted time. World collides. Painted skies. says:
HAHA OMG YOU KNOW ALL MY FAV NOW

Wasted time. World collides. Painted skies. says:
HAHAHAHA

Wasted time. World collides. Painted skies. says:
aww thank you phionna

Wasted time. World collides. Painted skies. says:
i love you!

Wasted time. World collides. Painted skies. says:
hahaha

C: PHIONNA says:
aww love ya too haha, anyth for you, you silly woman! C:
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this is what she told me after i told her about
sadness. bloghopping to the wrong blog ):
test ):
tell me isn't she so sweet.
and she said she was gonna get me a dozen tako balls
hahaha so cute please.
she made my day :)
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this is LULU my entertainer! hahaha
i love you worsxz.
rmb the hot emo guys HOR. :D

2008-07-05T11:25:00.008+08:00

haha amanda hate it the most! her reaction is the most funniest also.
hahahahaa
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trish was there so we started playing indian poker.
hahhaha the forfit was to eat cinnamon powder LOL
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peipei with her funny faces hahaha
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pictures we took before we went home.
obviously our photography skills sucks.
so we asked a stranger to help us take. LOL
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peipei forfit HAHAHAHHAAH
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amanda is the most funniest! hahaha
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mine zzz
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trish only got it 2 times!!!!
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hahahaha we had so much fun.
and we're going to meet up soon again!
heh meeting up with my ogf too! <3
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had church today too!
which involve prayer walk @ the new church in woodlands.
it was not that bad after all.
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i love songs like norwegian recycling!!
like when 6 songs collides, 8 songs becomes 1 and many more.
hahahahaa love it love it.
i wanna go download songs already lol bye.

2008-07-03T13:10:00.002+08:00

HAHA NOTHING TO DO DURING THE TALK LOL.
SAY HOW AMANDA ACT CUTES.

ah guess who!

PHIONNA! :D
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haha hi, ok having CE talk now.
lorrian is sleeping, the rest using laptop or feeling so dead. LOL
ahhh i hope my modules can make it :/
im very very scared of retaking. ah choy!
but must buck up! ah!
okayyyy byeee.

2008-07-01T23:28:00.001+08:00

i had swensens with mommy today. i ate till so full :)
after that i bought 3 diff colours of contact lens LOLXZ.
thennn........
i went for my first takewondo which came as a surprise for me lol.
its kinda fun hahaha.
i think the whole class made cognitive teacher sad today ):
sorry teacher.
i wanna confess, i had chicken chunks and hotdog roll during yr lessons.
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I'm heavily broken
And there's nothing I can do

2008-06-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

ahh i know i've not been updating this space for a very long time alreadyyy.
i should start updating.
haha i love my blog song btw :)
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so this week was rather a fun one. :)
i decided to save money to get myself a camera. but i can't seem to save a single cent. LOL.
bought bread to school but stop on the third day cause it was soo boring to eat bread almost everyday! ):
okay so on tuesday, met up with ogf. like finally. i miss them like #$@!#$
we had Jacks for dinner and we talk like there was no tmr. hahaha
jocelyn should have come! ahhh nvm, seeing them next thurs :)
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weds we had a mini class gathering at seoul garden.
there was only 3 girls, mostly were the guys. hahaha
but i miss them all too. we talked about our secondary school life and everything again! and there was so many flashbacks! ahh. great times.
and i ate sooo much. hhaha
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i donated blood on friday! HAHAHAHA.
I PUMP MY OWN BLOOOD. LOL.
i know i was supposed to go out with birdygf on sat but we did not in the end.
sun was the photo event at tpy.
we took photos for people and printing out the photographs.
i think it was really reallly fun. like taking for those random people
and they start talking to you and our convo could get a little funny heh.
after the event, went to the airport.
took 31 then 36. and i passed by old aiport rd food court.
ahh how i wished i could alight and have chicken wings and soya bean.
missed it ):
ahhhh anyway, reached the airport and ate popeyes LOL
it taste so yummmy, i wished for more haha.
byebye to my grandma, aunt, uncle and cousinxz :)
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stephanie yeo's staying over for like 4 days.
and we go school tgt nowwwwwwww.
hahaha this post is so wordy and its dedicated to LORRIAN & JY.
lol. starbucks today again heh.
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some pictures over the weeeekss.

2008-06-22T19:32:00.000+08:00

Dear God, the only thing i ask of you is to hold her when i'm not around.

sigh sucker.
I'll be just fine :(

2008-06-20T23:30:00.000+08:00

last year's today would not be this year's today and next year's today would never be this year's today.

2008-06-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

sunday was fathers day. haha i went out with wanzheng, woo!
we went to bugis, far east and wisma.
she brought me to eat chewy juniors! ahhh it was so so nice.
and i had so much fun walking and laughing with her.
she was so funny. hahaha esp her expression when she see humans. LOL
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ahhh and holidays ended so quickly.
had science UT and it totally sucked ):
caught Kungfu panda with Jy today! woo!
i beat Jy's ass in daytona and time crisis2..... heh heh.
yay and we had kfc after that. waaa had free zinger burger and cheeze fries
for the price of 2 shrooms burger meal. (benefits of friend working there -.-)
heh and we headed home after that! ahhh it was fun afterall heh.
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and im now still onlinezzz.
and jaimy was so funnnny. lemme tell you. hahahha.
okay, my com can't see any emotions in msn..
so suddenly jaimy said "v1v2v3"
i was wondering what was that, and he told me trojan horse.
and everyone who is talking to me will receive it also.
LOL! then i was like very funny huh. (v1v2v3)
get the joke? LOL dun understand nvm.
i pratically laugh out loud.
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haha okay bye.
everybody go kungfu fighting~ wooo!
i love you kungfu panda, you're so cute! hahaha

2008-06-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

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haha, omg guess who!

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yes, i finally her face after 83336 years.
tsk! i miss her like shitxz.
i saw her when i was going to the toilet (as usual) haha!
and we did catch up for awhile at the toilet. HAHA.
ahh and i did not tell wz and phionna that i was talking in the toilet and they got worried. they were so worried that i got kidnap all sth cause i went for so long without telling them. ah im so sorry manxz, my bad!
oooh and i had baked chicken chop rice for lunch at the streets.
and for the rest of the day i burp cheesexz hahaha.
so yeah, study and chill at starbucks for the whole day.
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wanzheng bitch at streets. hahaha
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i can't wait for sat too gf! hehe love! <3

2008-06-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

fuck you bitch. seriously, you're beggining to be the hate of my life.
can you feel how i feel? urgh.
goodbye world.

2008-06-08T21:34:00.000+08:00

Good things never last. I've to start learning how to cherish. It was the best night ever, I swear. I've to stop where I'm going before it's too late.

2008-06-07T20:01:00.000+08:00

seriously (awww)

the notebook was one of the best love story i watched.
man, i love it.

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some pics on feeqa birthday, quite lazy to upload all. heh

woo! can't wait for tues, thurs, fri and sat to quickly come!
i miss so many people manxz ):
and i think paul twohill's voice is reallly nice.
it have been on repeat mode since the afternoon hahaha.
hear my blog song! wee! :)
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here i am, this is the moment.
here i am, feel the love is waiting.

2008-06-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

hi, im having running nose (flows like the running tap)
sore throat (feels like swallowing thousand of nails)
so laze in my bed the whole day. it felt so pig and im lovin' it.
alright, went for the cypher leadership camp on monday.
2days 1 night :) i like it. cause i made new friends like yvonne!
heh. bad thing is we can't have our hps by our side 24/7 ):
anyway there's so much to update about the camp, like trustfall.
hahahaha in short, it was fun. and our team name was currynarnia. LOL
say it 5 times very fast. heh
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and friday was feeqa birthday and we headed to haji lane aft school <3
and ytd was joannes birthday! sorry for the late wish, but you know i love you! hehe.
aiya lots to update. but whatever, im lazy hahaha.
shall upload some of the pics other days.
going to malaysia tmr yay. cause i finally i can buy my r4 for my ds! :D

2008-05-26T22:57:00.000+08:00

Oh no
Don't go changing
That's what you told me from the start
Thought you where something different
That's when it all just fell apart
Like you're so perfect
And I can't measure up
Well I'm not perfect
Just all messed up

I was losing myself to somebody else
But now I see
I don't wanna pretend
So this is the end of you and me
Cause the girl that you want
She was tearing us apart
Cause she's everything
Everything I'm not

It's not like I need somebody
Telling me where I should go at night
Don't worry you'll find somebody
Someone to tell how to live their life
Cause your so perfect
And no one measures up
Yeah all by yourself
You're all messed up
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school was boring, im not really enthu into my lessons already.
haha but friends are still love :)
so today, went lib with rachel. the guys were there too!
haha did our rj and all and we started camwhoring.
guess what, we took 334 pictures plus 4 videos.
LOL AND THE VIDEOS ARE DAMN HILARIOUS. AHAHA.
retuter and shuen came by and it make it more funnier.
hahaha. macs(fatS) after that.
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actually i've got lots to update but nvm.
too lazy haha.
can't wait for camp! :D

2008-05-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, whyIt's not supposed to feel this way

I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

2008-05-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

haha hi, today was a super funny day i tell you.
i feel so chao ah lian today luh. tsk.
though i feel chao ah lian, i feel so happy.
i laugh too much today i think i can die.
still, i won't be a chao ah lian. hahaha.
okay made of honour was nice! hehe! :)
i know im damn random but whatever.
i got into the photography event. haha omg.
there's like camps for me to go.. (im so excited like shitxz)
okay ill update more soon
i wanna go sleep
bye.

2008-05-19T22:40:00.000+08:00

Are you even listening when I talk to you?
Do you even care what I'm going through?
Your eyes stare and they're staring right through me
You're right there but it's like you never knew me
Do you even know how much it hurt,
That you gave up on me to be with her?
Revenge is sweeter than you ever were

2008-05-19T17:51:00.000+08:00

I love We the kings, Faber Drive and Secondhand Seranade.

run baby run, don't ever look back..

i've got a mundane monday. zzz.

i laid in my bed for the whole day watching shows and eating.

im feeling so cold now, i need my blanket.

i ate 10 seaweed chickens and i feel so glutton

i sleep and sms at the same timexz.

i wash my hair, tryin' to make the colour fade zz

i did face mask and i need to get more.

apparently wz is so cute when she watches korean shows..

she starts scolding the show and everything.

whole day, "the girl so poor thing.. that guy's a bastard"

hahaha and here am i dozing off watching my show.

can't believe its monday and its a holiday.

here am i doing nothing. kill me. zz.

do you know that the great singapore sale is coming! omg :o

let me out, let me out, i don't think i can stand it any longer..

conclusion = my monday is spent in my room.

i love you meili mama, wee!

HELLO BEAR, HURRY ONLINE(zzZ)

2008-05-18T19:10:00.000+08:00

sorry but im feeling lazy to rearrange the pictures. haha

the pictures are what i did the past 1 week.

i had so much fun omg.

happy birthday 17th birthday zaidi! :D

so today i was supposed to go gaigai with that bear.

but i could not go last min and i felt so depressed.

haha i don't care, i've book her on saturday!

so tmr i and mama meili are going to peel.... hehehehe.

can you feel the excitement mama meili !?

haha. recently i've been feeling all excited.

idk why too. haha.

my hair is so original now cause i highlighted my gold to brown.

and the colour is so light that it seems like i didn't do anything to it.

haha but im gonna like it slowly.

how do you feel when people are overly-suspicious of you?

like when you're tired from one whole day of school

and you shows it but they don't bother to care.

instead they say you look depressed like you had quarrel with yr bf.

how do you feel when you reach home and someone is there

to smell your mouth and your hands.

how do you feel when you say you wanna go to bbq party

and someone says don't eat drug kay.

come on, this is not the way to care.

i seriously believe there's karma and it's happening to me now.

2008-05-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

(pictures not in order)
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(friday)

UNO
cam whore
long distance walks (zzz)
haji lane :D

(saturday)

going back to school with rachel for some cypher event. we ended up playing xbox and pool. aft tat we ate cup noodles. haha the thing was stupid i tell you.
bringing rach to bpp starbucks for her very first time. and seeing wanzheng :)
telok ayer to shoot some bands which left me deaf.. it was so screamo. but rach and i took lots of pics. (alot)
went to suntec to find some mother's day present with sl.. hmm.
bowling with my cousins, i think im loving it.

(sunday)

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY! i love you mommy.

i think i prefer agyness stare to yours. crushcrushcrush.

2008-05-08T23:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPHANIE YEO.

THIS POST IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU KAY.

i miss you so much manxz.

we have not been hanging out together since school started..

let's get our ass out soon kay.

anyways, you're finally 17! yay.

i love you stephanie yeo. <3

xoxo.

2008-05-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRDY GF!
you're finally 17 and i love you so many many! <3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HORNY SULASTRI !
haha, although you're always as horny but i still love you!
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my weekends was fun! yay :D
haha okay i've just came home aft studying for my tmr's test.
studied with trish, haha.
wanzheng was there too and she bought me ice cream which tasted like @$!#
i wanted to pay her cause i felt bad. haha but she it was okay..
anyways, her friend was cute! haha
went home aft reading through the 6P(s) and writing notes..
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oh and school was coooolxz.
took hell lots pf pics as usual. haha lazy to upload.
breakfast tmrrrrrr :)

2008-05-01T23:42:00.000+08:00

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
No, no, no

Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins
This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times I didn't get it
But you kept me in line

I didn't know why
You didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show
Because you loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today
Face to face
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

You never got a chance to see
How good I've done
And you never got to
See me back at number one I wish that you were here
To celebrate together I wish that we could
Spend the holidays together I remember when you used to
Tuck me in at night With the teddy bear you gave me
That I held so tight I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever

It's so hard to accept the fact
You're gone forever
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've
Reached a better place

Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye

This is for my peoples
Who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby
Your man or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers
Friends and cousins

This is for my peoples
Who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky
Cause we will never say bye, bye.
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on I wish I could talk to you for a while
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And it's true that you've reached a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And be right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say
Bye bye Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye, bye bye, bye bye
Bye bye
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i think my blog song is love <3
i bought my bag! but its not the one i wanted );
anyways, gonna have breakfast with my classmates again @ woodlands yakun!
haha, ciaos!

2008-04-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

tryin to be twits. lol, the middle one is. haha! anyways, cheer up kayy lorrian, your grandma is resting in peace up there. lots of love from us <3>

heh, having breakfast tmr morning again with meili and ah lian yo :)

Your love is a lie, I like :)

http://www.metrolyrics.com/love-is-a-lie-lyrics-simple-plan.html

http://youtube.com/watch?v=XAbcgmwq3EU

2008-04-28T20:59:00.001+08:00

had chicken chop with spag with rach, jo, feeqa and her friend.
felt super-super-super full.
so i and jo went to search for my beautiful bag at town aft that
but its sold out...... :(
like when i ask the auntie is there other places that sells it
she like gave me the bu shuang face, damnit.
haiyo... i want that bag lah.
jo was kept complaining non stop, so omg la. -.-
anyways, i have trainings on weds.
should i go? :/
-
Are we in love or just friends
Is this my beginning or is this the end?

2008-04-27T15:00:00.000+08:00

When in sorrow, call John 14.
When men fail you, call Psalm 27.
If you want to be fruitful, call John 15.
When you have sinned, call Psalm 51.
When you worry, call Matthew 6:19-34.
When you are in danger, call Psalm 91.
When God seems far away, call Psalm 139.
When your faith needs stirring, call Hebrews 11.
When you are lonely and fearful, call Psalm 23.
When you grow bitter and critical, call 1 Cor. 13.
For Paul's secret to happiness, call Col.3:12-17.
For idea of Christianity, call 11 Cor. 5:15-19.
When you feel down and out, call Romans 8:31.
When you want peace and rest, call Matt.11:25-30.
When the world seems bigger than God, call Psalm 90.
When you leave home for labor or travel, call Psalm 121.
Your prayers growth narrow and selfish, call Psalm 67.
For a great invention/opportunity, call Isaiah 55.
When you want courage for a task, call Joshua 1.
How to get along with fellow men, call Romans 12.
When you think of investments/returns, call Mark 10.
If you are depressed, call Psalm 27.
If your pocketbook is empty, call Psalm 37.
If you're losing confidence in people, call 1 Cor. 13.
If people seem unkind, call John 15.
If discouraged about your work, call Psalm 126.
If you find the world growing small and yourself great, call Psalm 19.
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i was looking at you from afar at the bus stop 16.

2008-04-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

this whole week have been chilling at the library after school.

haha, i like the library. :)

have been staying till late with rachel and all. so tired!i need sleeepp, too much viwawa, too much of pbl, too much of everything.

anyways, thanks SO MUCH sulastri & joanne for that period of time <3

i wanna buy red headphones from skullcandy!!

must must buy! i dun care.

SO PRETTTTYYYY. hehehe.

THE FIRST EVER UT'S COMING! :O

And every night I miss you, I can just look up

And know the stars are

Holding you, holding you, holding you

Tonight

2008-04-22T23:06:00.000+08:00

haha, school as usual.

had mac breakfast long, lian and din.

long and din were late by 1 hr -.-

aft school, chilled out at the library with ah long, din, ah lian and her friends.

played Wii, haha so retard.

went for the badminton try out aft that.

it was super funny, i tell you. haha.

we stayed till like 7 which was only half and hour.

and we did our rj at the complex, seeing the rugby people.

heh, viwawa aft rj! :) fun, fun.

long and din had their dinner aft that, lol.

now im playing sushido and i'm trashing LONG :D

2008-04-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

i screw up today's presentation! OMG.

anyways, had the volleyball tryout tdy.

dun think i'll be joining la. so i'll be looking out for other IGs.

tryin' out badminton tmr, lol.

soooo, aft the tryout, went to W1 to find ah long, din and D to chill for awhile before heading home. was hungry man. played pool during 2nd break out again. tsk.

today was another jersey day lo!

camwhored again luh, as usual. lol.

aft one whole day in school, met up wanzheng and we bused home tgt.

did i told you she's super cute? :)

2008-04-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

I stare up at the stars
I wonder just where you are
You feel a million miles away
(I wonder just where you are)
Was it something I said?
Or something I never did?
Or was I always in the way?
Could someone tell me what to say to just make you stay?
-
hate today.

2008-04-19T20:25:00.000+08:00

I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone
I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you
I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye
don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you
I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind
-
well, today spent almost half a day at Amelia's school carnival.
i think SCGS is like super rich -.-
anyways, aft that had dinner at east coast lagoon..
i hate east coast lagoon fyi.
bowling later with my cousins.
hope to sleep well tonight.... i hate insomias/nightmares.
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btw, i joined volleyball, cypher, photography, comics.
still looking out.
what should i do tmr? ):

2008-04-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no

Once again
There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no

Once again
Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

2008-04-13T22:05:00.000+08:00

Now I know, That I can't make you stay.

But where's your heart?

But where's your, And I know.

There's nothing I can say.

To change that part.

To change.

A life that's so demanding, I get so weak.

A love that's so demanding, I can't speak.

I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone

bugis, haji lane, bugis.

thanks birdy gf for just now (:

its gonna be tough, i guess.

meet up sessions k? <3

she says:

lets go sit the ferris wheel k :)

i say:

ok, when?

she says:

soon.

(bullshits)

2008-04-12T20:04:00.000+08:00

so we wore uniform to school on friday. LOL. super funny funny.
took a class photo too! hahaha :D
i think my class is superr cute and funny, just like me. hahaha.
went to amk hub aft that to meet that turtle.
we meet like once a week only man, sad case ):
ate at Nebo, some board game cafe. not bad lah.
felt like vomiting aft that LOL.
then we bought durian pancakes and mochi for our movie.
we caught Run papa run. i think it was 6/10? :/
walked ard to find hp straps for my hp aft the show.
cabbed home aft that. :D
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today, went for facial and town. still can't find hp straps and stickers for lappy! >=(
going church and fareast tmr! :D
must must buy hp straps and sticker tmr.

2008-04-08T21:21:00.000+08:00

school was not bad lah today.
school food damn nice sia. hehehe. :)
anyone know whether there is any IG open house? lol.
on the way home, slept on the bus till nearly drop my head on someone's else shoulder
and i woke up. LOL paiseh like shit. i think my mouth damn big also. like :o
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stop and stare... i think moving but i go nowhere.....
:) bye. i hope school's good tmr, just dun be so slackyy. lol.

2008-04-07T23:25:00.001+08:00

Orientation was the bomb manxz. :D

Love it to the core.

First day of school today was dumb man.

I hope it will be fun tmr :)

2008-04-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

the 2nd day was rather fun. cheering & playing game and stuffs.

my team came in 2nd for the amazing trail!! hehehe :)

the people in my team were niceee :)

and sulastri's friend was in my team, so somehow we made friends.

hehehe so nice :)

back home after that. tired. zzz.

i think i've gain weight ):

must diet already...... damn.

2008-04-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

hahaha first day of orientation. it was o..kay.
a little boring. thank God for msn(s) and hp(s)!
i hope tmr's orientation would be fun fun fun! hehe :D
update again, bye!